another hectic week has passed
thank god!

if you ever think engineering students have it easy, think again!
if you want an easy life, take my advice.. don’t bother to enter uni xD (final year students sure have it tough!)

don’t blame me if you’re making some jokes with me but i end up slapping you.. HARD!
totally it’s not time for jokes; keep it until the end of the semester
then only i could laugh like mad at jokes

even though it’s FINALLY weekend, i’m not looking forward to it
why?
because i’ll still be going to uni xD (super takde life!)

i went home rather late today.. again (and actually pecah rekod lama haha around 9.40pm gerak home)
friday night, still stuck in uni.. hrmmmm… there were still a few people there when i was about to go home hehe (bdak2 engineering kan sume rajin2 hohoho)
when i went out from the engineering buildings, outside, people headed to bars pubs in their mini skirt (tak sejuk ke weh?)

me? baru nak balik rumah!
i just can’t wait to arrive home
totally exhausted, hungry, tired (macam nak mati je! –tapi xde la mati pun hihi)
no mood to do anything; but it’s not a choice!

oh well.. life goes one

dear me,
please stay sane!

some pictures of the department.. i rindu Niko! hahahaha

9.40pm for sure lights off already xD (lights off? xD)

main door to the building

p/s : my phone froze since yesterday and i only realized it today xD
11 sms, a few missed calls (too late for me to reply you guys now isn’t it? =.=)
sorry people!
nudge me on msn or ym if anything =)

am i doing what i’ve been wanting to do?
for some reason… i think i’m lost lol

how do i know that i won’t regret the path i’m choosing now?
is it the right one for me?

what do i want to be in the future?
am i walking towards my dream? to achieve what i’ve always imagine i’d be one day?
what do i want to do with my life?
what am i struggling for?

*****
yep! i’m not sure of what i want to be
any clues? xD

i’m pretty sure i’m not made to be in any hardware/electronic sector
and i’m sure that i cant make it into telecomunication either (i wonder how Zahrul could cope with telecom.. hrmm..)

i like programming
i like networking
but it’s just… LIKE
it’s nothing yet that is making me obsess over it

what do i want to do with my life after this?

*****
if anyone concern about this, i went to see my tutor yesterday to talk about this (i’ve talked to my parents before that-and been thinking about this for ages!)
and.. *take a deep breath*

i’ve decided to change my programme of study
by the end of my 2nd year, i will no longer enrol as a master’s student (bye bye MEng)
no longer doing master’s degree
i’ll be a bachelor student (and graduate in 2010 insyaAllah instead of 2011 - hello, BEng! haha)

sad as how it sounds, i am a bit heartbroken by that fact
but, as i think back, as i’m not sure what i want to be in the future, i should take things slowly; with hope i’ll get a better idea on what i want to do
i can always continue doing MSc in something, right? (think from the bright side hehe) which i might have more interest in (but before that, please graduate first! hahahaha)

p/s : this entry is just to convince myself that i’m not losing anything by changing my programme of study. but still… sad la~
something in hand, kena lepaskan for own sake~
rezeki tak datang bergolek, tapi kalau tamak, sendiri yang rugi

now.. back doing coursework!
its due this monday! harhar